[Verse 1] I'm back on my eldest daughter bullshit Drawn towards broken people like a magnet Pull out my toolkit Hammer you back into place Proficient in tension headaches and white lies Grind my teeth even at night Draw lines in the sand just to watch them wash away [Chorus] Want everyone to adore me, even though People's emotions are out of my...Learn More

[Verse] Stella, I am in love with your brother It’s a secret though You can’t tell no other Did you see me at the baseball game? When he threw that pitch I was smiling I am trying to grow closer with your mother [Verse] And if he’s anything like you He probably drinks coffee In late afternoon And blames insomnia On genetic disposition If he likes...Learn More

[Verse] The first time I came home from school I walked right through the door Wrapped my arms around my mother Dropped my bags on the floor That night I heard the train All the way in Richmond And God, just being home Felt like breathing again [Chorus] I'm splitting in half A mitosis of sorts Once I shed this skin I won't hurt anymore I never let...Learn More

[Verse] Clean my bathroom again Just to feel something other than The weight of being alone At the mirror I stand Pinch my waist-line again Just to keep from checking my phone [Chorus] And the tears form a whirlpool In the center of my face I breathe in and forget to breathe out And my lips form the shape of all I want to say But can't force the...Learn More

[Verse 1] I kinda hope the billionaires will stay in space And I hope that I will finish my degree I look so much like my father It’s like he hit copy and paste And I stole my mother’s personality [Chorus] I’ve been reading romance of late Hoping I can scrounge some faith But all that I’ve found is I’m alone I should’ve known That I’m prone to...Learn More

[Verse 1] I've been missing appointments And birthdays, and sunsets I've been watching too many movies That do not pass the Bechdel Test And that makes me feel like I am a bad feminist But I pirate them So that makes it better, I guess I've been trying to soul search And write more, and de-stress I've been clinging to hope like a guard rail Like a...Learn More

[Verse] Flashback to skipping my classes And pacing my floor I loved a blonde boy in high school But not anymore Now I plan out my life with every guy in the grocery store Who looks my age Or looks my way And I smoke out the window When my parents are home Leave a light on at night if I'm sleeping alone And my mailbox is full But no one calls my...Learn More