I dont wanna live my life I dont wanna rationalize Faking the stimulation Its hard finding conversation Everything is artificial My tears are hollow so empty not sorrow Lost my intelligence Yet in the morning ill be better than this Need to release All of these demons Nerves under pressure With the changing of seasons You're all that i have and...Learn More

I feel like a goddamn degenerate Everyday is just the same and i can't handle it I want structure and a solid solutions And no Iive never acted like a gentlemen This past year has been a fuckin train wreck Nothing stays the same and now i'm feeling seasick And were all running low on patience And my actions don't deserve any lenience I can't read...Learn More

Baseless anxiety Stressed over nothing I'm tired of lying And staring through this window Hold my opinions Glare at my cellphone No more ignoring And half-assed responses Fingers are so sore Ill bleed out once more Throbbing on the floor I'm at your front door I;m not ready for the future I can't concentrate right now Everything is falling to...Learn More

Planning my own funeral Sunday school was miserable Pacing all around my room Wasted my whole afternoon Wishing that I Never met you You got my hopes up Way too far this time [x2] Everything that i once believed in Disintegrated due to lack of reason These days are on rewind Fucking atrocious Foul play emotion I said that i'm sorry Yet your...Learn More

My blood turns cold i feel so dull [x2] I despise looking through this broken mirror Not looking forward to the next seven years I'll turn my life around I'll make my family proud But when i crawl in bed I think it would be better if i never woke up again Can't stand the sight Of my self Drag me down [x2] Underground...Learn More

And your voice Keeps going on and on and on To the words of my favorite songs Its 3 o clock in the morning And we're sleeping on your front lawn But nights like those are gone Who knows whats yet to come But my chapter is done My chapter is done I'm unfamiliar with my surroundings Nothing left to lose and better to do left to do (in time wounds...Learn More

Confessing takes too long I'm unwelcomed here Constantly undermining My inability Ill contribute and be productive Accomplishments are interrupted By the lingering fears Of the upcoming years Nobody was there for me Nobody was listening I know it hurts When you're alone The lights are on But no one is home I don't know (i don't remember) If i...Learn More

Holding back compliments id wait for you all day Please stay i dont want to forget this memory Dead on the floor and i know that you moved past me now Puking in parking lots your voice is way too loud Searching for awnsers has never led me that far Split through the center we're torn and we're far apart Ive spent the last few years wishing and...Learn More