[Verse 1: Lucy Camp] It’s torture to me cuz now I’ve become accustomed Forced out of routine, I’m like the leaves when the gust comes Winded, can I achieve what I once was? Always was so timid and not touchy with my loved ones Too busy putting someone’s somebody above some All I give yet given nothing, grumpy picking up crumbs People telling me i’m...Learn More

[Verse 1: Sadistik] I learned to die in a slight inertia Verse a vice never vica-versa Serpentine when I write in cursive Curse inside me I’m dybbuk box-like We’re still hiding within the moth-light Ursa Minor or just the frostbite? Compliment yet they clench their jaws tight All their limbs get imprints of dog bites Steal like Chris Paul get steel...Learn More

Christ died but I didn’t left blood pools I lied in it Find my penance inside penmanship sun rays bright lights emanate Skies tend to break life imitates strife mental state’s what you make it Roses froze on your shoulder cold I huff the fragrances hold em close Olfactory bulb masterpiece poured gasoline on my brain again Brain stem got plucked...Learn More

[Verse 1: Sadistik] I dream blue Blue Dream makes my lungs full Levitate slow grew wings from the blunt smoke Sun-stroked bloke spews green out a cut throat Never Div the pack gift of gab been a blood oath Is this pact of trust or just hope? Or Zarathustra that Thus Spoke? My girl body hottie in the plush clothes Momma sold the shottie but my...Learn More

I am the Bringer of the Light The singer of the demons and the feeder of the fires The keeper of the lie people use to free their minds Kush burns when burning Bushes bloom their secrets in the night I am seven headed hydra you cremated all the angels The Heaven-sent pariah you created as a scapegoat I watched you plant a poison seed “for surely...Learn More

I think this is my quietus, instincts always sing quietest Turing has been quite a test , I blink and I’m on fire I don’t wanna go outside, got the weight of the world inside Gums flap but they’re misguided, thumb tacks stick into my eyelids In dreams I can see violets, I weave in between silence and Screams when I seek solace in things that don’t...Learn More

[Verse 1] The silver-tongue of Silverlake psilocybin still awake Ceiling’s strange watch the villains skin begin to peel away Feel the pain you should be afraid before you meet your maker I don’t need to pray I keep the hatred in my DNA Like Saint Peter upside down inverted crosses all around me If it’s evil let it in and if it isn’t not...Learn More

Car fumes poisoning my state again Darkroom I only see the negative Only show one side its like I’m tidal-locked Dark moons grow inside me like it’s 9 o'clock Their knives are sharp but my pens a Ginsu pent against you You Pentacostals can get pins in tissue pent up issues I‘ll press a pistol at your temple if I’m pessimistic This impressionism...Learn More

[Verse 1: Sadistik] Going 55 down Mulholland Drive I smell the pollen from the columbines Baby I am yours I'm your concubine Drunk off the falsified gods and their watered wine I swallowed pride The author writes what he authorized I watched the water rise higher in this jar of flies I caught her eyes before they cauterized I saw the heights of the...Learn More

If the earth is empty so am I I don’t like to socialize I’m so like the ocean tide Back and forth so polarized Used to be so Ultraviolet You should see me open fire Usually the ghostly type Eulogies with no goodbyes Hide my body below barren trees Then spare me from the caring when despair comes from disparity They’ll probably throw a party when...Learn More

Shotgun in my mouth the one that God forgot about Paint a Pollock on the wall hieroglyphics for the fall I exist in mortal coil life just isn’t for us all Tried to find the silver bullet lining in a waterfall of Morton Salt Projecting suicidal thoughts Life-rafts they threw grew to nooses I endured I gave my heart away so they could brutalize for...Learn More

My father used to give me 16 quarters for the coin-op My mother used to try to give me orders I would boycott I ignored good advice like it was poison Palms pressed on head again to make the voice stop Arm, leg, leg arm, head then Rakim Coming out the noise box running from my choices I never listened to the television Hellish visions in my cell...Learn More