My head is empty And the walls are closing in My face is blurry, that's all I know That's all I know That is all I know And I am running and running Every single day And you are running and running For feeling free With every step that we take And every word that we say The anchor is pulling me down 'Cause I lost my way Our blurry kingdom Is...Learn More

If I can't forget my pain I have to learn how it starts, how it ends And if you try hunting me I don‘t feel sorry, do you feel sorry for me I'm standing on the edge Let me breathe again The river is awake Let me breathe again Let me breathe again If I was drowning, drowning indeed You‘re standing on this ship Watching me bleed And if you try...Learn More

There is a hole in my soul that I just can‘t fix Cannot see the end of the road but I have to cope with it There is more medicine than blood in my veins More drugs and more alcohol find their way I‘ve been talking, yeah, talking again But I know you‘re not listening Why is it easy for everyone else I just want to sleep I finally understand That...Learn More

My dear friend We don‘t talk too much in the last few days Take the seat let them breathe Inside of me You're on the throne I give you the control Out of me When I am down Lying on the ground You will destroy my mind My soul and life And I will dig holes with you and your throne Dancing on my own now But not alone All my selves are with me,...Learn More

(Yeah) On my hygiene for you Gettin' all clean for you Making it squeak and shine (shine) Making it gleam for you Baby I'm smelling nice On my routine for you (my routine) Takin' my time tonight Cause' I wanna freak with you Freak, freak, freak, freak, freak I wanna freak with you (I wanna freak) Freak, freak, freak, freak, freak Cause' I wanna...Learn More

[Intro: Sebastian Simon] My head explodes We've seen this road I'm lost and cold In this nightmare [Verse 1: Janis Grewe] I need to clear my head I couldn't find any sleep in this place Am I pursuing this misery? Cutting my skin to see if I still feel the pain Falling back to my old ways Promised to change but I'm not okay I would stop thoughts of...Learn More