[Lyric] 1 dad (Sarahsarah!!)

I wanna give up
I wanna give in
I wanna take a razor blade
And cut it to my skin

I wanna cut off all my hair
I wanna cut off all my friends
I wanna go back to the very start
And do it all again

I wanna drive
Out of the city
Out to where the trees look pretty

I wanna keep driving
Till the land meets the sea
I wanna get out
I wanna be free

I want you
To love me
I want you
To cry when I cry
I want to say I'm sorry
Every single fucking time

But you don't hear me
You can't see it when I try
You tell me I'm screaming
Have you ever wondered why?

You words lose meaning
When you say them with that smile

Will you ever know how much I lovе you?

[Instrumental]

Love is so subjective
Just a glimmеr in your eye
I only deserve it
When it doesn't hurt your pride

So I run and run and run
And still I never catch my breath
You follow hastily
And mince my words before I speak

I can hear you
In every corner of my mind
You never needed me
I'm just a fucking waste of time

I wish you'd stop screaming
Now your thoughts have become mine

Will you ever know how much I love you?
Will you ever try, will you ever try?

Will you ever try?