[Lyric] Adonai (Chris Trent)

[Intro]
Adonai, Adonai, Adonai
Ayo Timmy
This cold!

[Chorus]
When I'm sad I'm gon' call on Adonai
And when I'm mad I don't turn up with the vibes
And where they at?
I still come up with the righteous
Don't hold me back, I run my [?]
When I'm sad I'm gon' call on Adonai
And when I'm mad I don't turn up with the vibes
And where they at?
I still come up with the righteous
Don't hold me back, or I'm gon' call on Adonai
Adonai

[Verse 1]
Can't stop
When I was younger I was living for me
Up in addiction when I quit then I was living holy
And then I fell, I tripped, I wish I didn't, but God, don't go forsaking me
Wanted things my things my way, but I can't change myself, I need His grace to be my
Anchor in the storm, I was thirteen when I lost my sense of self up into porn
I was fourteen when I took a girl's virginity, I was borеd
And I was fifteen when I started smoking bowls out on the porch
All thеse things I boasted and I showed off and flaunted
I had bros that talked behind my back and foes that I taunted
On the surface I assumed, but those were things that I wanted
But through the hurtin' and brokenness, I was scared and was haunted
[Chorus]
When I'm sad I'm gon' call on Adonai
And when I'm mad I don't turn up with the vibes
And where they at?
I still come up with the righteous
Don't hold me back or I gon' call on Adonai

[Post-Chorus]
Adonai (I was living for me), Adonai (I was living for me)
Adonai (Adonai), Adonai (Adonai)

[Verse 2]
Persecution on my mind, put it in a cell
I been tryin' not to bind but I hate myself
So I keep myself tied, never let me out
Lest I show my friends why I gon' need some help (Yeah yeah yeah)
I don't wanna run away
Death scares me but I know I can't escape
I barely made it out of my own cage
So I rarely have the strength to wanna pray

[Chorus]
When I'm sad I'm gon' call on Adonai
And when I'm mad I don't turn up with the vibes
And where they at?
I still come up with the righteous
Don't hold me back, I run my [?]
When I'm sad I'm gon' call on Adonai
And when I'm mad I don't turn up with the vibes
And where they at?
I still come up with the righteous
Don't hold me back or I gon' call on Adonai
[Post-Chorus]
Adonai (I was living for me), Adonai (I was living for me)
Adonai (Adonai), Adonai (Adonai)

[Outro]
I will spend the rest of my days calling
I will stand up on my feet and call Him