[Lyric] All dirt in which I drowned (XfallenlilangelX)

(intro)
I'm really tired of fighting feelings
I'm tired of all the dirt in which I drowned
I'm tired of lying that everything is fine with me

[Verse:]
I'm tired of all the dirt in which I drowned
I'm really tired of fighting feelings
I'm tired of all the dirt in which I drowned
I'm tired of lying that everything is fine with me
Everything I touch collapses
Everything i love hates me
And I am not able to forget it all
I'm tired of making everyone laugh
Smile for friends
And then cry alone
But all these words are usеless
I don't need your pity
I don't need your sympathy
I just want it to stop
[Hook:]
I just want it to stop
I just want it to stop
I just want it to stop

[Verse:]
Sooner or later my timе will come
And i believe in it
I'm really tired of burying myself
I cannot be saved
I'm doing a useless job but I don't give a fuck
Remember me as a happy and smiling fool
Forget me so broken and dead
I have not changed once
Things have never been so good
I always knew that everything would end like this
So much empty time

[Hook:]
I'm tired of all the dirt in which I drowned
I'm tired of lying that everything is fine with me
Everything I touch collapses
Everything i love hates me

[Outro:]
It won't be like this anymore
I lost my sense of fear
Cold is no longer a problem for me
It won't be like this anymore
I lost my sense of fear
Cold is no longer a problem for me

It won't be like this anymore
I lost my sense of fear

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