[Lyric] ANXIOUS/AVOIDANT (Gemini The Alchemist)

Don't need no sleep
Just like to talk about it
Stuck in my dream
Pandora's box around it

Surrounded by fiends
...
Just me and my team
Who?

Can't suffer alone
Need me a queen
Found purpose to life
But don't know what it means

Empathic as fuck
Til there's no one to please
Need me more blessings
But don't want to sneeze

It is what it is
But it be what it be
She told me she love me
But think I'm a sleeze
Bring me the rage
Until I wanna leave
So stuck in my shadow
She already fleed

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Dependencie
All in my weed
My name ain't Chris
But evеryone hate mii

I need some nеw lenses
I see what I see
Don't have a reflection
Don't know who to be

Professional gambler
Drowning in risk
I tell you know lie
I say karma a bitch

Ain't keepin' it safe (Yeah)
She fearing my kids
And if its a problem
It come in a list
Speaking in tongues
While you speaking in clicks [cliques]
You only fuck wit me
Because of my gifts

But I cannot blame you
It is what it is
This anxious avoidant
Don't know how to live

Anxious, avoidant
Anxious? avoid it
Anxious, avoidant
Anxious? avoid it

Anxious, avoidant
Anxious? avoid it
Anxious, avoidant
Anxious? avoid it

Anxious. avoidant
If you can't beat it then join it
This war with myself
I'm deploying

My ego and spirit conjoining
My shadow it swear I'm annoying
This pain in my body I'm voicing
Why am I addicted to poison?
Why am I? Why am I? Why am I?