[Lyric] BEST LIFE (Caj Flow)

[Chorus]
Saying I'm living my best life
When I hate my fucking job
Party with people I don't like
Pour me a glass, I'm not drunk enough
Tell you I'm living my best life
But I actually self-destruct
Tell you I'm living my best life
And you're watching me fuck it up

[Verse 1]
I turn a good thing to a bad thing
I'm always sad, like what happened
I think your smile is distracting
Is it real, is it acting?
I complain and never take action
Just to see somebody's reaction
Then I hide my pain behind passion
My mental health is not fashion

[Chorus]
Saying I'm living my best life
When I hate my fucking job
Party with people I don't like
Pour me a glass, I'm not drunk еnough
Tell you I'm living my best life
But I actually sеlf-destruct
Tell you I'm living my best life
And you're watching me fuck it up
[Post-Chorus]
And you're watching me fuck it up
And you're watching me fuck it up

[Verse 2]
She give me real love, and I doubt it
Don't trust anybody around me
Get drunk to keep myself grounded
My depression's clouding my judgement
I complain and never take action
Just to see somebody's reaction
Then I hide my pain behind passion
My mental health is not fashion

[Chorus]
Saying I'm living my best life
When I hate my fucking job
Party with people I don't like
Pour me a glass, I'm not drunk enough
Tell you I'm living my best life
But I actually self-destruct
Tell you I'm living my best life
And you're watching me fuck it up

[Post-Chorus]
And you're watching me fuck it up
And you're watching me fuck it up