[Lyric] Edge Of Reality (Causality)

[Verse 1]
Tell me this isn’t our world
This isn’t my life
Else I would rather end it all
With that knife
‘Cause for this pain there are no words
Am I really losing all I ever cared for ?
All these things that mattered now gone
Now fading, slipping through my hands
Can’t it all feel simple, just the way it was before ?
I need to escape my own mind

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Maybe this is a metaphor
For telling myself I lost what I had before

[Chorus]
I remember the first tears, it feels like years ago
But now I’ve grown up, figured I shouldn’t beliеve in things no more
Therе are so much memories
Love isn’t a salvation just like I was told
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I feel like I’m at the edge of reality
But I keep falling, falling back down
Don’t take what’s left of my sanity
Or you’ll have to watch me drown
Each second feels like a year now I’ve lost my way
Since you’ve been gone and there’s nothing left to hold on to
In this painful illusion where you’ve taken all away
How can I escape this torture, this agony I’m going through ?

[Pre-Chorus 2]
The dreams you’re in are the worst
No monsters can haunt me like you do
Did I really deserve to be cursed
It’s even worse knowing I’ve put so much faith in you

[Chorus]
I remember the first tears, it feels like years ago
But now I’ve grown up, figured I shouldn’t believe in things no more
There are so much memories
Love isn’t a salvation just like I was told

[Outro]
Make it end
I'm going insane