[Lyric] Gender Fucked (Mx Wander)

[Verse]
Gender fucked, and sensitive
Fell in love with a few alcoholics
And drug addicts

Feeling frustrated
That I'm feeling frustrated

When did feeling feel so extreme
I guess that's an upgrade in sobriety

I remember when I was a teen
And I sat on my bed and felt pure fury

Next I remember doing ketamine
Off a record on the floor
Then I remember you coming on to me
When you hadn't come on before

My mom was so worried
My dad wasn't thеre
My siblings oblivious
I left town for somewhеre
I remember being in my room
With a lock on the door
Dylan was there like he was nothing
I'd ever seen before

We were always in danger then
Try not to remember when you ran
I thought all of my drugs were gone
But I was just bad at organizing them

Soon I found some others
Who felt the same as me
We were always on the floor
Then suddenly we were running

For exercise

(ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR)

Yesterday I had to move my body
To attend to the feelings that felt nearly burning
My therapist is always asking
If things feel unbearable to me

I'm not always sure
But I can put my feet down on the floor
Can put my feet down on the floor


[Chorus]
I'm just working to bring
Something good back
To these memories

The stakes are high
For me to stay alive
I love my life
And I used to love to die


[Chorus]
I'm just working to bring
Something good back
To these memories

The stakes are high
For me to stay alive
I love my life
And I used to love to die

[Chorus]
I'm just working to bring
Something good back
To these memories
The stakes are high
For me to stay alive
I love my life
And I used to love to die
I love my life
And I used to love to die