[Lyric] Haven (City State)

[Verse 1: Logan Jahr]
I'd carry your pain like it's paradise
If only to see you one last time
I can't even think of spending one more night
Reliving the moment I felt your life fade
And I knew there was nothing left for me
(If I had known I would've done anything)
I'm fading further from myself
(If I had known would you still be here?)
Your haunting dream is keeping me alive

[Verse 2: Duncan Green]
A chorus of faces suspended in agony
If I call out I know I'll forget your name
I'd rather bear the weight than let you slip away
Can you forgive me
Or should I bury you further
Push you further to the back of mind
And forget that night?

[Chorus: Duncan Green & Logan Jahr]
As soon as I felt your life fade
I knew there was nothing left for me, for me
If I had known, I would've done anything
If I had known, would you still be here?
The last time I held you, we were breaking down
Breaking apart
[Post-Chorus: Duncan Green]
Why didn't I know then?
I should've known but I couldn't tell myself

[Bridge: Duncan Green]
Just beneath the surface
I should've given you up, I should've let you go
Now I'm just dying to find you
In the dark as I fall apart
I'm just dying to find you within myself
I'll carry the weight; the life that you gave

[Chorus: Duncan Green & Logan Jahr]
As soon as I felt your life fade
I knew there was nothing left for me, for me
If I had known, I would've done anything
If I had known, would you still be here?
The last time I held you, we were breaking down

[Outro: Logan Jahr]
The thoughts in my head are not my own
Just going in circles
The curtains are drawn but I'm not alone
Just going in circles