[Lyric] I destroy myself more and more everyday (m1v)

I see in your eyes
How much you want me now
Come, hold my hand
I'll show you a perfect time

It was nice while it lasted
Now we start again
Rewriting the story
That we once began
I'm getting ignored
I'm getting insane
I wish we were perfect
So flawless and sane

But, it's fucked up
We're mentally dead
Say, I'm so sorry
I don't wanna beginn
I don't get no sleep, I'm up till am's
I wake up at noon
Then I write with my pen
My time is up
I wish upon death
Wish I wasn't done
But, it's how it ends
The closer I get
The calmer it is
This isn't the end, but you'll meet my wings