[Lyric] ​i still need you grieving pt 3 (ghoulshorizon)

I still need you
I still think about you
I still need you
I still can't see you
Times are getting tough, fuck
I still need you
I still see you
I still love you (why?)

I still need you (i still need you)
I still love you (i still love you)
I can't stop thinking about you
Its almost been a year
And every day i still shed tears about you
All my dreams are about you
Baby please come back, it was me
It was always me, i always treated you like shit
I always did the dumb shit that you hated
Im lying in the dirt, pretending like it doesn't hurt
I have no energy left to exert
Im still grieving but im moving on slowly
Im still thinking about you being gone
I dont have any more energy left
Im lying in the dirt
I still need you
I still miss you
I still love you
I need you (fuck)
I can't even focus, maybe i could have given you flowers
Open my heart up like a lotus, rip my heart out while nobody notices
Im still grieving, its getting harder every day
Im sorry, i dont know why i can't get the words out
I dont know why we couldn't talk it through
Im sorry im still grieving, the thoughts are about you
I love you to death my dear, but youll never be coming back
Thats my biggest fear
Im sorry, fuck im sorry
Im sorry, i could have done better
I'm sorry (x4)
It was always me (x5)