[Lyric] I understand if u wanna hate me (Riifty)

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I been doing drugs all by myself
I wanna float away
Doing loads of powder
Taking anxiety showers
Just to wash away the pain
And I should've brought you flowers
But instead, I was a coward
I just went out, and got high again
Oh-Oh
So Baby
I understand if you wanna
Hate Me
'Cause
I just got a new job, smoking like I'm Snoop Dogg
At 3AM
With my cereal & Boondocks
Haven't moved from bed
And I've seen everything on Netflix
Can't eat, like, fucking nothing
I'm a little anorexic
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Butterflies in my stomach make me feel so sick
I dont wanna feel no more
I'm so sick of this shit
Butterflies in my stomach make me feel so sick
If I cannot sleep tonight
I'mma have a bitch fit
Butterflies in my stomach make me feel so sick
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Butterflies in my stomach make me feel so sick
Ahhh
Eh-huh

I been doing drugs all by myself
I wanna float away
Doing loads of powder
Taking anxiety showers
Just to wash away the pain
And I should've brought you flowers
But instead, I was a coward
I just went out, and got high again
Oh-Oh
So Baby
I understand if you wanna...
Hate Me!