[Lyric] If only (Adamusic)

[Intro]
Ah, ah, ah, oh
Ah, ah, ah
It won't let me sleep
'Cuz I can't see what you see in me

[Verse 1]
If only I knew from the start
My mind would take control of my heart
I'm up all night stuck on a moment you forgot in five seconds, wow

[Chorus]
If only I didn't think too much
Thinking I'm undeserving of
A love like yours, what a tragedy
Insecurity got the best of me
Ah, ah, ah, oh
Ah, ah, ah
It won't let me sleep
'Cuz I can't see what you see in me
[Verse 2]
If only I wasn't such a chore
My brain moves faster than it has before
I'm stuck on stupid shit like is there a reason I'm not on you're phone screen anymore?
Am I pretending to be content?
Am I too caught up in the moment?
It was such a dream now are my еxpectations too extremе?
What you feel like nothing, feels like everything to me
And I can't do a goddamn thing (Oh ah)

[Chorus]
Ah, ah, ah, oh
Ah, ah, ah
It won't let me sleep (Ooh)
'Cuz I can't see what you see in me (See in me)
Ah, ah, ah, oh (Ah oh)
Ah, ah, ah (Oh)
It won't let me sleep
'Cuz I can't see what you see in me (See what you see in me)

[Outro]
Like, I know that it's just all in my head, and I know that my brain loves to hyper fixate on just small things that don't even matter
Like, why does- why does overthinking just have to suck so much?