[Lyric] Im not scared (schizoscriptures)

World's too textural, I can't fuckin sleep
Feels like childhood, everything's too fuckin cold-

I think these things
Laying here in the dark

I'm cognizant enough to know the way I ams unfair
And stupid enough that it keeps fucking happening unaware

And I now I need sugar- to give me any happiness
And rot my fucking teeth so it's easier to die

I don't care if I'm unfair, I don't care how much I hurt you
I'll give into self-destruction until I'm hated as a hollow self

And when I die, ill be damned if isn't soon
I pray hell is real and I'm left to rot by myself

As the burden of right is charred from my fuckin' body
And I atone infinitely just how I fucking wanted-
As a final fuck you, to all of you pricks

Why is every breath a ratio into the fucking sun

I just want what I deserve
And I'm not scared of being wrong

World's too textural, I can't fuckin sleep
Feels like childhood, everything's too fuckin cold

I think these things
Laying here in the dark