[Verse 1]
When I said, when I said I wasn’t ready
I didn’t mean, I didn’t mean what you thought I meant
Cause I’ve been so ready to go, I got words that you don’t even know about
Cause lately I’ve been crying in private
No more crying on stage, gotta hide it
[Bridge]
Cause I’m recovering, right?
And my meds are just right
Yeah, it’s okay to cry
But I feel so guilty on the (inside)
[Chorus]
It was easier to be loud about being sad and upset with myself
When everybody knew what I was going through
But now I’m happier, so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
It was easier to use my voice and yell
When it was big and bold that life was dark and ending
In the psych ward was what I was known to do
But now I’m happier so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
[Verse 2]
When I said, when I said it wasn’t over
I didn’t mean, I didn’t mean I was hungry for what’s next
I’ve always said shit loud and clear, at least in my head you could hear
I said you can’t help me, no one can
I helped myself now I’m down again
[Chorus]
It was easier to be loud about being sad and upset with myself
When everybody knew what I was going through
But now I’m happier, so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
It was easier to use my voice and yell
When it was big and bold that life was dark and ending
In the psych ward was what I was known to do
But now I’m happier so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
[Interlude]
(Blue)
[Chorus]
It was easier to be loud about being sad and upset with myself
When everybody knew what I was going through
But now I’m happier, so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
When I said, when I said I wasn’t ready
I didn’t mean, I didn’t mean what you thought I meant
Cause I’ve been so ready to go, I got words that you don’t even know about
Cause lately I’ve been crying in private
No more crying on stage, gotta hide it
[Bridge]
Cause I’m recovering, right?
And my meds are just right
Yeah, it’s okay to cry
But I feel so guilty on the (inside)
[Chorus]
It was easier to be loud about being sad and upset with myself
When everybody knew what I was going through
But now I’m happier, so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
It was easier to use my voice and yell
When it was big and bold that life was dark and ending
In the psych ward was what I was known to do
But now I’m happier so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
[Verse 2]
When I said, when I said it wasn’t over
I didn’t mean, I didn’t mean I was hungry for what’s next
I’ve always said shit loud and clear, at least in my head you could hear
I said you can’t help me, no one can
I helped myself now I’m down again
[Chorus]
It was easier to be loud about being sad and upset with myself
When everybody knew what I was going through
But now I’m happier, so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
It was easier to use my voice and yell
When it was big and bold that life was dark and ending
In the psych ward was what I was known to do
But now I’m happier so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
[Interlude]
(Blue)
[Chorus]
It was easier to be loud about being sad and upset with myself
When everybody knew what I was going through
But now I’m happier, so everything I feel is a shade lighter blue
I can't be honest with you
( Hornet's Daughter )
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