[Lyric] Long Way Home (AJ_Official2005)

(Verse 1)
Looking at the drink, watch it pour down
Looking at my wife, she's crying now
My wife telling me I need to put the foot down
Shatter my drink on the footsteps, look who's smiling now
She says I've been drunk, she doesn't need another breakdown
Says therapy is for the best, Emotions describing how
I've literally became the man I was never meant to be
Every night there always seem to be a domestic disturbance
God has always helped me, He'll help me with this I believe
A full on mental psychotic disturbance
She says I wasn't the man I should've become, I turned into a demon
She says in her eyes all she sees is the monster inside of me
Break me from my chains, I ask to be free man
I need to go to rehab and get a full on recovery
Pouring my heart out on the beat heavily
Says I have a angel, she's been around me
Taking my breath, breathlessly
I'm so happy you found me....

(Chorus)
I got a angel by my side
looking at the long way home
Don't worry about then and now, just worry about tonight
I can't trust myself, I cannot stay home
Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Yea
(Verse 2)
Talking to myself in the mirror
This feels like a on-going war
Feels like I've been shipped to the military, I cannot come either
What's best I'm not knowing
Feels like I'm trapped in my own sitcom
Feeling like a ticking time bomb
I cannot appear calm
Hearing my thoughts poured into the intercom
Looking at the blood on my face, as I toss this bottle on the ground
Looking at the broken shards
The hole I bury myself, I dug round
I lay awake, myself awake trying to find open bars
I'm high in the clouds
I come to you with open arms