[Lyric] Look at my past (Sakai Mae)

I told my ex how much I weigh
And he always reacts the same
"Oh my god, you're stupidly light"
But I'm a healthy BMI
Why be 'normal' when you can be
Perfect, gorgeous and so sexy
Perfectionism, fatal flaw
Bitch listen to me, you'll be sure

I know you miss me
So don't get pissy
'Cause I'm too good for
I know you miss me
So don't get pissy

​Just fulfil my delusions
Schizo hallucinations
I hear her in my head and
She sleeps with me in my bed
I really like what breaks me
Look at my past and you'll see
That I get what I deserve
​He said he'd tell me a secret
But I know he's sleeping with her
He's 16 and she's 13 and
He's a nonce that needs a hand but
For some reason he still listens
But his sweet words stick like thistles
When he calls me by that nickname
Why is it always the same? 'Cause

​I know you miss me
So don't get pissy
'Cause I'm too good for
I know you miss me
So don't get pissy

​Just fulfil my delusions
Schizo hallucinations
I hear her in my head and
She sleeps with me in my bed
I really like what breaks me
Look at my past and you'll see
That I get what I deserve

​He won't leave me alone
But she won't understand
I'm the queen skeleton
Bow before me, peasant
Nervous ticcing, oh god
I am not in control
​Just fulfil my delusions
Schizo hallucinations
I hear her in my head and
She sleeps with me in my bed
I really like what breaks me
Look at my past and you'll see
That I get what I deserve