[Lyric] Pain (AkeldamaEternal)

I’ve been walking on a tightrope
Try my best but I choke
Razor blade scars me every night
I'm starting to run out of fight
Is there anybody that cares?
Anyone to be there?

I choke on my own blood
They see the signs but choose not to give a fuck
On a long suicidal path
Can’t you people do the math?
This life is fucking tearing me apart
Do anyone of you motherfuckers even have a heart
I’m not well and I’m brave enough to admit it
Man, I hate this shit
Last time I told you, you said I was fine
But I fear I don’t have much time
You judge me, see me as fucking deranged
And I can’t stop this pain

This fucking world is out to get me
I wish I could only make them see
This depression is getting the best of me
I just want some relief
I attempt suicide
But I don’t really want to die
I just want to empty this pain inside
You ignored me so now I hide

Chorus:
I choke on my own blood
They see the signs but choose not to give a fuck
On a long suicidal path
Can’t you people do the math?
This life is fucking tearing me apart
Do anyone of you motherfuckers even have a heart
I’m not well and I’m brave enough to admit it
Man, I hate this shit
Last time I told you, you said I was fine
But I fear I don’t have much time
You judge me, see me as fucking deranged
And I can’t stop this pain

I can’t stop this fucking pain
Somebody stop this fucking pain