[Lyric] Sadboy hours (Retz one [heartbreak boy ])

(hook)

Life’s a game and theirs no saving you
Wake up everyday i do the same as you

Mental health and battle scars
Hope i make it through

Writing of my face
I’ll never change the tune

How you sleep at night
Knowing both your sons are hating you

Yet your daughter doesn’t know
And she’s still craving you

Watched my brother die
And i couldn’t shake the truth

I’m a fucking junkie
And my veins are proof

(Verse)

Leaking wrists when i dream at night
As all my insecurities come to light

Like why’s she lеave everytimе we fight
Eat couple bricks and i’m alright


I wake up just to go to sleep
Its the same old pattern 7 days a week

I got hoes on call and they cum for me
Till they see who I am and they run from me

Its still long nights on struggle street
Still cold sweats , who the fuck are we

And I ain't really been sober
Since my fucking teens


I hug her tell her that I love her
Just to open up a sattie go and pop another
Holding tears at the thought of my father
Because In reality I hate how I love that mother fucker


(hook)

Life’s a game and theirs no saving you
Wake up everyday i do the same as you

Mental health and battle scars
Hope i make it through

Writing of my face
Like will I ever change the tune

How you sleep at night
Knowing both your sons are hating you

Yet your daughter doesn’t know
And she’s still craving you

Watched my brother die
And i couldn’t shake the truth

So im still eating pills
Until my face is blue
(Verse)

I got so many demons
I can’t even begin to explain

I got xannies in my pockets
With some Vals on my plate

Trying to wash away the pain
Like some blood on my veins

Im still the same mother fucker
From way back in the day

I wanna rewind time
Back to 2008
But wait

They were the same days
That I never fucking ate

Force fed ritalin
And heavily underweight

The same day’s i used to look to the sky
Cry , and prey for a change