[Lyric] Self Help (E.M. Lourde)

Chorus

I used to be depressed now I'm having fun
Broke up with my demons
Hope you know I'm on the run
Everyone was growing
And I felt like I was stuck
Then I graduated
Man I really fell in love

Had to quit the job
Had to drop some friends
Stacked the money up
Run it up again

Then I wrote it down
Then I said a prayer
Had to shed a tear
Man I'm really here

Verse 1
A lot of oppurtunies but I could make a difference
Change this world for better
I don't want to play the victim

I was insecure keep your criticism
Took those words to heart
I can't be the problem
I was in denial dont know how to solve em

Paranoia hit me then I analyzed my ways
Stepped into the light
Why you keep on throwing shade

Can't you see the growth
Damn I change my ways

I am not a saint
But I don't deserve hate
Running from my demons but they keep up with the pace
This is not a race how many hearts did you break
Did a lot of dirt that I'll take with me to my ( grave )


Chorus

I used to be depressed now I'm having fun
Broke up with my demons
Hope you know I'm on the run
Everyone was growing
And I felt like I was stuck
Then I graduated
Man I really fell in love
Had to quit the job
Had to drop some friends
Stacked the money up
Run it up again

Then I wrote it down
Then I said a prayer
Had to shed a tear
Man I'm really ( here )


Man I'm really here

Man I'm really here

Man I'm really here

Man I'm really here