[Lyric] The Drain (CJCouldridge)

I need a fresh start
I only wanted the money
But it all fell apart

A state of Cataclysm
And I miss him
Im in The Drain

He was my life
Up until death
And i' didn’t thank him

He was everything
My love, my life
I miss him

That damned car
Why couldn't it just hit us both
My scar

Im weeping
I'm drowning
I think I’ve lost my mind
Blood and adrenaline
They both combined
I should never of had
My baby boy

Oh my bundle of joy
I'm lying on the City Line tracks
Waiting for my end

I didn’t deserve him
I didn’t deserve to lose him

Goodnight my love, my life
My baby boy
I hope you’ll be happy when you see me