[Lyric] Therapist. (C'est la key)

[Devyn]
If you woke up tomorrow and-

[Devyn and Therapist]
-You had no more problems and none of your issues...

[Therapist]
...or concerns were present, walk me through how that day would go

[Devyn]
I'd um...
No more problems?

[Therapist]
You wanna get up?

[Devyn]
This is bullshit already. You've got to be kidding me. This guy has no idea what he's talking about
Like blow by blow?

[Therapist]
Yeah
[Devyn]
This fucking idiot looks like Seacrest. Fuck you
I'd get up... I'd have coffee
Fuck you therapist. Motherfucker
So I have work. I've got to go to work
I know everything you know. I didn't have to go to school

[Therapist]
At the farm?

[Devyn]
Yeah
I didn't spend all my money to go to school you piece of shit
One of my concerns is...
Fuck you

[Therapist]
They don't exist

[Devyn]
Whispering
I don't have to listen to you

[Therapist]
None of the, none of the problems
[Devyn]
I'm not listening
Um
[whispering]
I'd go to work and I'd come home. And eat
Whispering

[Therapist]
Tell me about your family of origin

[Devyn]
-but we didn't have enough money to cover the hospital bills - and he feels inadequate and kills himself-
Um. My mom's dead. My dad uh, is retired military

[Therapist]
What's your um, attachment like with your mom and your dad?

[Devyn]
I don't know
Whispering

[Therapist]
Would you say that you are overly attached, healthily attached, or insecure attached?

[Devyn]
[Inner voices grow unintelligible]
It doesn't feel very healthy. Um, I don't know...
[Therapist]
Is there any unresolved trauma or any trauma history I should know about?

[Devyn]
No. No. No. No. No. No. No. Not really.
Not really... um...

[Therapist]
Do you struggle with anxiety or depression?

[Devyn]
Um, um. Yes. Yes. You can talk about it
Yeah? Yeah definitely, of course. I mean recently, um, I've been trying to work on this, I'm working, I'm working on a project. And um, and I can't get the equipment to work right, there's something wrong with, well I mean like, so I-I got new equipment. I broke my old equipment but I got new equipment and I'm just trying to work, there's like a lot of weird technical details, and it's been really just, it's been really fuckin' with me. And I guess, um, yeah I just um, I've been, I've been thinking about it

[Therapist]
How would you know if you were taking that too far?

[Devyn]
What? What? What? What did you just say to me?
What's too far?
What did you just say?
How can you tell, I mean, have you taken it too far? Becoming a, becoming a therapist? I mean like what's the point. Like I'm not- I'm working, if I don't have a finished record then it's not far enough, then I haven't taken it too far, you know, I need to figure out what the problem is-- I mean if there's a problem then you figure out the problem
-I will fucking kill you right now I will rip your fucking-
I mean did Shakespeare take it too far? I mean maybe you should-
-I will, I will eat your heart, I will eat your children, I will eat your face off. Shut the fuck up

[Therapist & Devyn laugh]

[Therapist]
What do you imagine my experience of you is, right now, in this moment?

[Devyn]
We can't trust him. What did he just say? We can't trust him. What did he just say? I don't know, I don't understand the question. Should I ask again? No. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know
I don't know

[Therapist]
Do you feel like you're in your body?

[Devyn]
What?

[Therapist]
Do you feel like you're in your body right now?

[Devyn]
I-