[Lyric] Tired of everything (Lilvzexy)

Verse 1: I been losing my mind
Tryna fight war on both sides
Everywhere I go I can’t seem to escape the past
All my life I been trying but I get deceived, and hurt
I wish you can understand all my love I gave you
I guess that was just another lie (Another lie)
I’m so tired of everything ( everything)
I wish I can say I’m happy but I smile in disguise
I’m so sorry guys I just wanna die so fucking bad
Tired of all these lies
I’m tired of everything I just wanna rest forever
Just in a coma
I can’t set myself free From all thеse demons

Hook: I just can’t seem to remind you
I can’t sеt you free
I been lost no I can’t find you
They let me bleed while they deceived me X2

Verse 2: when I found out the truth
I was devastated
I wonder why someone would wanna hurt my fam
All the traumatic events I seen
I don’t know what do anymore
Ain’t no one truly cares for me and I know
Just wanted to be sure about it
I guess the dark abyss has fully consume me
The dragon will forever be lonely
I promise you I always love you
But every late night I’m all alone
In such despair
Calling for you but just go to voicemail
Can’t seem to focus anymore
Can’t cut these distractions
I kept on trying guess I was just lost
I was just fucking lost (so lost)
Got no where else to run yeah
Tired of everything
Tired of everything (everything)
I’m fucking done
Just kill me already
I’m sorry I did my absolute best
And you did your worst
I was hoping you be there with me till the end
Fucking done fuck you
Lost all my trust in everything!