Every day the same. I get up in the morning after another night of half an hour of sleep, trying to prepare myself for another heartbreaking day.
When you are under the control of the system, it is hard to believe that it was created for the purpose of defending Israel. When every day makes you ask yourself if you really want to get u
p tomorrow, when every day you are surprised anew that you havе not yet run out of power, when еvery day you are closer to a situation where you are willing to do whatever it takes to just rest, you start asking yourself questions about the system. How is it possible that the system has a purpose that is not to break people. How is it possible that a system whose purpose is to protec
t innocent civilians takes people and thus breaks them. Every day when you get up and you are at the base you are farther from the things for which you live. Every morning under the control of the Israel Defense Forces is the beginning of a day when you will face difficulties that you did not know you would encounter, that you will recognize flaws that you did not know you had, that you will recognize fears that you did not know you had. Every day you get up and you understand more deeply how much the system hates you and how helpless you are against the desires of the system. If the system wants you will go to places you do not want to be. If the system wants you will live in a room with people you would not look at if you did not have to. If the system wants you will not see the house, you will not see the friends, you will not see your family until when it decides. If the system wants you will not eat.
The system wants you not to receive treatment for your wounds. Every day you re-learn how much the system enjoys your suffering, and how much no matter what you do the system will not leave you. You get through the day out of habit, with no emotions, no desires, no annoying system. You try to sleep at night, but even when the system releases you for sleep, for you to have the strength to do what it wants even the day after, the system does not leave you. It's not enough for the system to physically imprison you, the system wants that every moment you live, the main purpose of your life is to be willing to do what the system wants you to do. You wait every day for the system to trust you enough to give you a weapon, but you also know that the system knows it's what you want. You go through every day without feelings, and somehow still at night you cry, even though you do not feel sadness or frustration. You cry because that's what the system wants you to do. Th
e system wants you to suffer without feeling emotions. You are a slave of the thing that hates you the most in the world. In short, serving in the Israel Defense Forces is an important thing that every citizen should do. The military needs to be and exist on a daily basis. Congratulations to the IDF.
Until when April 21
When you are under the control of the system, it is hard to believe that it was created for the purpose of defending Israel. When every day makes you ask yourself if you really want to get u
p tomorrow, when every day you are surprised anew that you havе not yet run out of power, when еvery day you are closer to a situation where you are willing to do whatever it takes to just rest, you start asking yourself questions about the system. How is it possible that the system has a purpose that is not to break people. How is it possible that a system whose purpose is to protec
t innocent civilians takes people and thus breaks them. Every day when you get up and you are at the base you are farther from the things for which you live. Every morning under the control of the Israel Defense Forces is the beginning of a day when you will face difficulties that you did not know you would encounter, that you will recognize flaws that you did not know you had, that you will recognize fears that you did not know you had. Every day you get up and you understand more deeply how much the system hates you and how helpless you are against the desires of the system. If the system wants you will go to places you do not want to be. If the system wants you will live in a room with people you would not look at if you did not have to. If the system wants you will not see the house, you will not see the friends, you will not see your family until when it decides. If the system wants you will not eat.
The system wants you not to receive treatment for your wounds. Every day you re-learn how much the system enjoys your suffering, and how much no matter what you do the system will not leave you. You get through the day out of habit, with no emotions, no desires, no annoying system. You try to sleep at night, but even when the system releases you for sleep, for you to have the strength to do what it wants even the day after, the system does not leave you. It's not enough for the system to physically imprison you, the system wants that every moment you live, the main purpose of your life is to be willing to do what the system wants you to do. You wait every day for the system to trust you enough to give you a weapon, but you also know that the system knows it's what you want. You go through every day without feelings, and somehow still at night you cry, even though you do not feel sadness or frustration. You cry because that's what the system wants you to do. Th
e system wants you to suffer without feeling emotions. You are a slave of the thing that hates you the most in the world. In short, serving in the Israel Defense Forces is an important thing that every citizen should do. The military needs to be and exist on a daily basis. Congratulations to the IDF.
Until when April 21
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