[Lyric] Untold (Z From Nowhere)

Waking up in the afternoon, don't know what to do today
Those dishes that kept piling up, not that I care

"Are you okay?" messages keeps coming every day
I want to say that I'm in a state where when I say that I'm okay, then I'm lying to myself in every way

Why do I have to battle myself every day?
Why do I have to be afraid of someone who's supposedly be my only ally?
"Love yourself," they said, but I don't understand
I guess today I'll drown myself in Whisky again

"Just hold on a bit" is what they always say to me
I want to thank them but I don't even know how to live my lifе without having to depend on my fuels of sanity

Why do I havе to battle myself every day?
Why do I have to be afraid of someone who's supposedly be my only ally?
"There is hope," they said, but I don't understand
I guess today I still want my whole world to end

Why do I have to battle myself every day?
Why do I have to be afraid of someone who's supposedly be my only ally?
"Love yourself," they said, but I don't understand
I guess today I still want my whole world to end