[Lyric] Yucky/Jon song (The Most Beautiful Images (Created Only To Be Destroyed))

I dont want this badly
Nothing feels the same
As it did when i was younger
Young and having fun
Everythings exhausting
Explaining who i am
To a dozen different people each and every day


Its not cool
Its not fair
I always wonder where i am
Inside my head
Space you left
Ill try filling till im dead
Its not nice its really mean
You're not who you want to be
I walk away
Colors fade
Until everything is grey

You say hold me tighter
I dont know what you mean
Both my arms and hands are broken
And i can barely breathe
I know i can't force this
Its something that i get
But you talk to mе in languages
That i dont understand


Youre not cool
Yourе unfair
You always wonder where i am
Inside my head
Space you left
Ill avoid until im dead
You're not nice
You're really mean
You're not who i want to be
This is over rose-marie dont tell me everythings okay