We walk on quicksand Pulling us further down But death as we know it Is just a fucking belief We are never destroyed We twist and turn through time This earth is a grain of sand These shells are a cocoon We are a part of the entropy Nothing more nothing less Everything as we know it Is a man-made labyrinth And man created god But we create...Learn More

I dug my fucking grave When I step foot in this world And I will never know peace Except in thoughts of death Burn my life Stoke the flames Free myself From this torment Anxiety encircles me every fucking day My head is riddled with anger and violence The love I held was just a fucking delusion I’ll start the fire and I’ll fade away I was never...Learn More

Mouth sewn shut Eyes ripped out Burn my fucking body You’re dead wrong And so am I Nothing is less than death Strictly confined to the mind of limitless suffering But that is only deeper submergence into the distance My self-inflicted unconscious tension My head my mind a ghost a liar a killer I will be the death of me...Learn More

My head is an ocean of tempests and demons I collapse under the weight of my mind Surface disappears, the silent darkness begins Lungs black out as the misery is deafening Drowning as I suffocate alive I reach depths with a pressure to kill Through no fault of my own my mouth is bleeding I’m surrounded by the deepest fears of life There’s not...Learn More

I’ll sigh relief with my last breath I disappoint everyone I love I’m not denying your history I saw a slit of the afterlife My grave was fashioned by the hands of a sadist A gathering of crows pays no mind to this soul Woe to the shepherd who abandons the flock I owe my pride to the priest who died in the fire Process of elimination I have to...Learn More

I’m empty and unfulfilled Existence is suffering A frame of a shall of a man Dead roses in my eyes I lie in bed and wonder How they’ve made it that far Cause my young and broken soul Struggles just to breathe I’m vacant and passionless Stuck in hazey daydreams My veins are abandoned tunnels Just echoing the silence I get so goddamn jealous That...Learn More

The black hole I am spiraling towards will show me all I need to know The center of darkness The reason of light I spiral towards where nothing meets infinity...Learn More

I drown myself in my head all fucking day But this suffocation never kills me Ego forces dreams of endless debility Sadistic ritual of suffering I crave a fatal ending to this self-loathing What a dream to not be human anymore I need sleep to wrestle me from consciousness And thrust my body head-first into nothing No dreams, no hope, just the...Learn More

I had longed to awake from this painful day dream My head has sunk below the event horizon And I only await the evanescence The dying of one to birth another When the blooming of these realizations come to fruition that there is a truth in nothing and everything will still leave me in discontent I understand the emptiness of all the dreams I...Learn More

I’m past the realization That my life is in shambles I know this all too well I’m sick of the echoes I’m sick to my stomach I don’t exist anymore I’ve closed my eyes like I’ve done before And looked within to see my secrets And all I saw among the carnage Was a deserted island I’ve laid my head down but not in prayer And journeyed my mind to find...Learn More

Re-create this atrophy Leave me in the wake of your torment Alone with burning anger I’m chasing a noose as you’re chasing the fire I’m armed to the teeth with the worst of my honesty I’ll force away your options so you can’t be wrong I’ll run away but stay inside of my limits I’ll bite my time and swallow despair I’m your saving grace but your...Learn More

I've got nothing to look forward to No stability or honest truth I’ve got everything to hold me back My mistakes haunt my past I give up on all I need But I hold on to what hurts me I'm so tired but cannot sleep I'm so desperate but also weak I’m so tired of trying I'm so sick of waiting I'm getting nothing I'm going nowhere I just want to meet...Learn More