[Lyric] Black Sunset (As the Sky Melts)

I’m past the realization
That my life is in shambles
I know this all too well
I’m sick of the echoes
I’m sick to my stomach
I don’t exist anymore

I’ve closed my eyes like I’ve done before
And looked within to see my secrets
And all I saw among the carnage
Was a deserted island
I’ve laid my head down but not in prayer
And journeyed my mind to find the cure
And all I found among the bodies
Was a desiccated desert

I’ve heard feeble advice
But they’re just sound and noise
I’ve heard fairytales and myths
But they’re fucking pathetic
All the bullshit lies
All the bullshit love
I’ve closed my eyes like I’ve done before
And looked within to see my secrets
And all I saw among the carnage
Was a deserted island
I’ve laid my head down but not in prayer
And journeyed my mind to find the cure
And all I found among the bodies
Was a desiccated desert

I’m tired of trying
I’m so fucking sick
I’ve given up

The help I need is out of my reach
And the longer I wait the more I crumble
And the more I break the less I’m patient
Soon my candle will have no fire
And all my lovers are dead to me
Cause I watched the sun set in the sky
And I pretended I was dying
I fell asleep with a grin on my face