[Lyric] Counting the days SoundCloud demo (We are the dirt)

[Verse 1]
I'm just waiting for things to get better
But it's been so long I can't remember
What it feels like
To feel alive

Blood drops on the bathroom floor
Clean it up and then bleed some more
Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up that day
If I just kept sleeping it would be okay

[Pre-Chorus]
But I know wounds will heal
But it's hard for me to tell what's fake and what's real
Sometimes I even think that I died that day
And I'm imagining my life and it's stuck on replay

[Chorus]
If this is heaven, what the hell is hell?
What's the difference? I really can't tell
I'm burning in the flames of my own despair
With my thoughts as gasoline I cannot be repaired
And I know wounds will heal
But it's hard for me to tell what's fake and what's real
Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up that day
If I just kept sleeping I would be okay

[Refrain]
And I know (You don't have to tell me)
Cause I know (You're better off without me)
And I know it'll be okay
Just counting the days
Counting the days
Counting the days

Your words mean nothing to me 'cause I've heard them
Your words mean nothing to me, I don't deserve them
You only say what you have to say
You say, you say, you say it, you say it
Just to say it

[Chorus]
If this is heaven, what the hell is hell?
What's the difference? It's hard to tell
I'm burning in the flames of my own despair
With my thoughts as gasoline I cannot be repaired

Your words mean nothing to me 'cause I've heard them
Your words mean nothing to me, I don't deserve them
You only say what you have to say
You say, you say, you say it, you say it
Just to say it
[Refrain]
And I know (You don't have to tell me)
Cause I know (You're better off without me)
And I know it'll be okay
Just counting the days
Counting the days
Counting the days

Your words mean nothing to me 'cause I've heard them
Your words mean nothing to me, I don't deserve them
But I know I'll be okay
Just counting the days
Counting the days, counting the days