[Lyric] Held In Place (Solip)

Another chance for my want
To let me down again
I'll always be broken
Won't I?
Condemned to repeat the
Ritual again
I'll never be happy
Will I?
All this way
To be reduced
To nothing
To be removed
I want this to stop
But I'm not in control
At the mercy of
The form that I hold
I felt the years long
It obscured my mind
I wanted clarity but
There's none here to find