[Lyric] ​i​nfraRED (Sewerperson)

[Chorus]
If I die and they tell me what I'm worth now
I'm pretty sure I'll be owing shit first now
I am so wavy, I spill shit on my shirt now
Baby, I can't pick up the phone 'cause I'm in Turks now
Lately I'm having doubts about the fast life and my health
People I know get worried about the way that I been treating myself
My mom told me she scared for when I'm all on my own
And my friends get tense whenever I don't pick up the phone
Now, I'm in New York City in this apartment alone
And I know I don't talk too much but life gets hard
If our words could damage I'd be coverеd up in scars
But baby, I'm just like you if we werе standing in the dark

[Verse 1]
I feel like I failed one too many in my life
If you cut me lose in these times, well, you were right to
I can't love no more, I felt so bad when you had tried to
'Cause really I love you dearly, I just don't work how I'm meant to
Please pass the blunt, I'm gonna smoke 'til I'm sleepy
And I'm pouring cups of liquor while they hit me kinda creepy
I'm just tryna relax inside this party but I can't now
Because how I've lived my life this far, I'm unable to turn down
[Chorus]
If I die and they tell me what I'm worth now
I'm pretty sure I'll be owing shit first now
I am so wavy, I spill shit on my shirt now
Baby, I can't pick up the phone 'cause I'm in Turks now
Lately I'm having doubts about the fast life and my health
People I know get worried about the way that I been treating myself
My mom told me she scared for when I'm all on my own
And my friends get tense whenever I don't pick up the phone
Now, I'm in New York City in this apartment alone
And I know I don't talk too much but life gets hard
If our words could damage I'd be covered up in scars
But baby, I'm just like you if we were standing in the dark

[Verse 2]
I'm not me in the slightest
And she had just wanted to fight
She told me
But I won’t stay here and rot, uh
I'll just love me for once now, uh
Why would they choose me? Go for peak instead
I cannot get that paragraph from my head
I wonder if you think about me in bed, yeah
I'm not bad, my angel wings just made of lead

[Chorus]
If I die and they tell me what I'm worth now
I'm pretty sure I'll be owing shit first now
I am so wavy, I spill shit on my shirt now
Baby, I can't pick up the phone 'cause I'm in turks now
Lately I'm having doubts about the fast life and my health
People I know get worried about the way that I been treating myself
My mom told me she scared for when I'm all on my own
And my friends get tense whenever I don't pick up the phone
Now, I'm in New York City in this apartment alone
And I know I don't talk too much but life gets hard
If our words could damage I'd be covered up in scars
But baby, I'm just like you if we were standing in the dark